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My Obsessive Fantasy

by Elijah Shepard



When you want someone and you will never have them but it does not stop you from desiring them every waking moment.

A fun story about this song is that I wrote 80% of it when I was drunk. I woke up the next morning to see a Logic session open on my computer and had that "what the heck is this" moment. I listened back through it - not remembering any of it of course - and decided to spend the rest of the day producing it. I rewrote some of the lyrics and finished out the track. In the end, this one kind of wrote itself.

...and yes, it is about someone specific.


released June 20, 2022


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Elijah Shepard West Hollywood, California

I make noise and a lot of it. I work as a composer and release music commercially under my name.

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